In the years of our lives, I never really thought it through, Never expected that my actions, would leave me so far from you,Where did I lose sight, how could I have been so dumb, The pain without you here grows, most days more then some, am I numb,How do i get through each day, knowing your presence is so far away, Mostly memories now in my head to reply, the only place left I think, i get the chance to hear you say, that. You love me and you want me to stay.I wish I could just go back now, could I make this all okay.If I would've opened my eyes, and seen all the pain I was inflicting, might I have never come to know this feeling so sickening. I love you with all my heart, that's all I ever wanted for you my dear, i whisper the words, the words I wanted you to always hear. I only pray now that God, won't let me fall, or allow my redemption be the ending to it all.
©justin_ur
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