Who is this I see,
my own reflection but ,
a different me ,
a stranger in my own image .
Who is this I see,
my own reflection but ,
the person isn't me ,
what have I become ??
I don't seem to understand
who this is ???
Who is this I see ,
my own reflection but
a complete stranger
I Stare into the mirror all day
but the face before me never changes,
what's going on ?
Who is this I see ,
my own reflection but
a lost stranger,
I feel so lost in my past just like that of an helpless child lost and trying to find his way home .
Who is this I see
my own reflection but
a lost stranger
I'm lost , heartbroken and sad
my dreams crushed , my identity lost
my past a constant torture and a deep thorn to my flesh
that Pierce deeply into my heart .
Nobody understands me even I don't know myself so well
Multiple times I cried but
the pain never seem to fade
Tears no more these pains will I bury inside the deepest part of my heart never to feel again
Until that day I can finally speak and shout out the pain
This stranger will I hide till that day comes
No more tears and pain for this gal now
put on the fake smile so the world won't know about what really hurting you .
©djjanet
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