What is love ?
We create our own perceptions
Heavenly kisses from above
Been on that train of inception
I beckon, maybe it doesn't work out for me
Maybe I was blind and never meant to see
Thought you just needed time but I was just alibi
To stop you from feeling lonely
You held my heart in your hands, I was just another guy
Out of control you spiraled from another lie
Out of concern for me, where did you catch that other eye
Sobbing is what I do
Because of you
So excuse as my deep breaths cause another sigh
Stop hurting me every time I try
You deserting me, I want you by my side
I don't want you to leave, but how does that affect my pride
I wasn't the perfect boyfriend, I lied
But I gave all my time and effort I really tried
Gave my heart to you and in the end I really cried
Every night has been the pain that remains
It's not you, but you don't make my situations change
And again you don't make them feel the same
Because I'm lost in a chain
Trapped on an unstoppable train
Thought you actually cared for me
Did your friends dare you to be
Throughout all this pain it's clear to see
©astero
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