Ahhh! Again! This is the same exact outcome at everydays end.
I'm fed up of this absense that I've had at every remember from now to then.
Thats right from then! The actual day I must have really messed something up.
Looking back knowing my memories are pretty good I still can't distinguish which one.
Ahh! It's bothering me! Still I know there is to be some particular day.
I know this but as remembering I lost my new agenda from a silly unconcentrate.
What the... Did I just confuse myself with talk to me once again.
I did. I got lost. It seems my priorities took a shift with no attention to attend.
Once I started to be mad about something at one,as my mind was ready for two.
My mind began to start wander with questioning questions that quickly grew.
Ha! I got an idea. No doubt. I'll start over from the first place that I know of to be right.
And this time I'm gonna take on a syllabus with attention as my focus, it won't be as light.
I'm gonna try harder. Harder to keep my thoughts and selfish folly from any one complacent me.
As with this intent, hopefully, the mindset that displays shows off its regained lost strengths.
©bbukowsky
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