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Relapse

Thoughts mend, blend and bleed.
Peace of mind I can't defend. 
Another pill to pretend.
Shit! I relapsed again
Complicit mind, blind. 
I am fine.
Repeated phrase.
Meanwhile, dazed. 
lost in haze, afraid.
Another pill, clear the fog. 
Shit! I relapsed again.
Everytime I think I'm fine.
I need to go back in time. 
Fix, fix, fix broken thought.
Another me can't be bought.
©gingy