The light of my life is a drug I despise
I can't believe in let it take my life.
For 32years I was own man
now I try not to cry in the palm of your hand,
just a shattered piece of that long ago self,
people are always saying"you should get some help",
I wish that they would all go fuck themselves.
You should never judge a man for where he stands,especially if you have never lived where he's been .
I've spent my life in prisons and roaming the land ,a vagabond with neary aplan, an outlaw with death on his mind anda gun in his hand.
You should follow my steps through this life's sand.I would like to see what it does to you man.
This struggle is real,
This strife is so hard,
The pain cuts so deep,
all I own is my scars.
You can take your advice,
and burry it in the yard,
cause you and me both couldn't pull this needle out of my arm.
My only relief is my greatest pain,
maybe they are right and Iam insane.
This life has nothing left to offer,
lest ways not that I can afford,
I am ready to go knocking on deaths door.When Satan meets me
I hope he is well pleased,
with the demon I've turned into,seeking relief.
©brokenman
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