Farewell my friend, I'm sorry that your life came to a tragic end. At age 23 you passed away, it's hard to understand. I was at work when I heard that you got shot,,,,, and that it was by your own hand.
Suicide never crossed my mind, you where always inspired by your dad. But now you're dead. Images of you cleaning your gun, Then BANG!! Bullet right through your head. That's fucking insane. And I'm sorry for my other friend that had to witness this,, I can feel your pain.
After that day, life for me and my homies would never be the same again. Pour out liquor, in respect to your name, your memory will always remain.
Robert Rubio thanks for being a friend, it's hard to explain. I was older than you but you where the one with the brain. You where going somewhere, didn't want to be a part of a gang, but yet you stayed and hang. You had goals and dreams, all I wanted was to smoke and drink.
Now that you're gone it's hard to think, that out of all the people in this world, why couldn't it just be Me. God why couldn't you just Let that Be. I am a nobody so what purpose in keeping me, Do you See. I close my eyes and I reminisce. Of my homie saying "Don't trip vato, you Got This" A smile on my face, but no doubt you will truly be missed.
So I say to you my brother, that my life will bring happiness. Knowing that,, I, Too can have goals and dreams. just like You. So whatever happens, happens.
R.I.P Robert Rubio
©justamind
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