Looking back at the life I had holding a razor in each hand for all my friends gone wrong "life is sad" just looking at the world being mad,its fucked up but all I know is the sky doesn't twine like rope twist not every dreams come with wishes so i make the best of my days,my love you had me on lay await,hurt my feelings,stood there watching my eyes brake and just vanished like a hand shake,now I have just stormy days watching you happy taking your new friend out "for milkshakes"it's hard just feeling insane "pain"just let me be,you've hurt me too much,I'm over thinking trying to take a ease from this rush"sad thoughts in my head"no one didn't remain friends yet still I see my enemies and refuse to hate them,in the dark where I lay my head wishing I could sleep,pain pills for a treat so high in dreams feeling defeated by person's I once believed in
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