My world...it's a mess
Let me tell you.
I was told by my brother
In ignorance
That I live that retired life
He dont know shit....about me
Never makes time.
His life is to preoccupied
Even for our mom.
So what i do...
Mostly everything for everyone
More like volunteer
For tips of pennies
Or loose change and donations
Of clothing that i donate
Of food that i share with everyone
As far as getting to my own stuff
I try and i just pull hair out my head
For making an ass out myself
For assuming I have time
To handle my own shit
I forget my obligations
Is to do for everyone else
If I have the energy around midnight
When im usually exhuasted
I make fantasy plans to escape
My own mind
Im just to exhausted
To care about my own
That it piles up
Like my live in laundry
Riding the walls
Taking up space
All my dirty laundry
Should pay rent
For that rented space
But thats just me
©mobombs
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