Can't take the day, cast it away, with nothing to say, its never been my way. To just lay, let decay, a love I wanted so badly to stay. Why so quickly did it turn into disarray, like my skies turned instantly from blue to gray, left astray for my love wasn't good enough for you to repay But it seems after today, there is but for me only one way.
What I feel inside, should I hide, behind my broken shattered pride. The tears have yet to be cried, believe me I have tried, its like an emotional override. What once used to provide, and I so strongly relied, to bring out my hopeful side, has vanished and died.
Not sure what hurts more, the promises broken you swore, with your voice I could insure, the words vowed to adore, that are now no more. Or, the gore, as all trust in your love was tore, more and more, long past your, love not here anymore. I try to just ignore, so the tears won't collect an pour, cause I'm sure, this pain is only the start of my war.
I hope to never again, feel as I did back then, the way my eyes fell so deeply within, such a seductive deadly sin, and i can just take it on the chin. Have the sense to see it right there and when, never let anyone close never again. Cause without anyone here the pain can't find a way back in.
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