You still had so much to live for
I'm asking more questions than before
I never had a chance to say goodbye
And I try hard not to cry
But how can I when I cannot stop the tears
Sitting here paging through the years
I am holding on to memories
They somehow keep you alive
We used to be like busy bees
Protecting our father's hive
Here I am alone in this crazy world
I never knew it could be so cold
I would give the world to have you back
Even if it's just for one day
Cause now my sky is painted black
Ever since you went away
Nothing will ever be the same
It's sad cause I don't hear your name
Sweet dreams little brother
You are set free from the world's bother
There will always be a piece of you with me
And at some point I have to set you free
My heart is torn but I'm at peace
Cause I know your in a better place
In loving memory
of my little brother
Ricardo Rocco Eksteen
1983-2016
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