yeah I'm a victim of love.
still bleeding.
heart on a stretcher.
your ignorance cuts deep.
your stubbornness kills.
but I keep coming back.
that pussy too good when it's wet.
like water you drown me.
burying me six feet deep.
yet at night I feen.
dreaming of ways to love you.
like a drug.
you leave.
I watch you leave.
the sway of your hips gets me high.
the clap of your thighs has me in a chokehold.
yet I don't want you to let go.
don't let go.
daydreams in the day.
visions in the dark.
the inevitability of the night.
drinking caffeine just to wait on your call.
cuz I can't sleep without you.
video chats at night just to feel close to you on the other screen.
yet I can't feel you.
but my eyes often undress you.
but no intimacy has almost killed me.
my friends say move on.
she's no good.
but I'm a addict so there's no escape.
this requited love got me hooked.
that pussy supposed to good good.
but is it really that bad bad?
wanting you when loneliness hurts.
excruciating pain.
cuz your kisses cut deep.
touches burn like fire.
yet thinking about you is the pill bitter but sweet.
that pussy becomes problematic when we are alone.
the want doesn't kill the fever.
the taste of the sun that we can't tame.
passion to blame again.
porcelain and chocolate the taste forever sweet.
yet the kiss between your thighs.
isn't entirely hell.
sweet dreams in the sheets.
but requited love just got me hooked.
©darkmocha
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