This is a letter from me to you...
I'm sorry I left you in the dust without any answers, I know you are a curious being and I love you for that, I always have. Our connection was too strong for me to handle and I wanted to be the absolute highest that I assumed you wanted me to be.
I know I broke your heart and left you confused, but please listen to what I have to say. It's truly difficult for me to let you in on my deepest feelings towards you because I see you as a much higher light my Goddess, my Empress, my soul mate and you are truly the love of my life. I've loved you endlessly in another life, everytime we become reborn you're the one on my mind. I may not tell you now but I'll tell you in another lifetime, I promise. Our paths have always crossed in a different life and you know I've loved you everytime. We always see each other in a different life and that is how I know we are meant to be.
I've distracted myself to enclose my feelings towards you but this empty time has given us both the time to restart. This time I won't leave, this time we'll be forever and I've been waiting patiently for you. I'm sorry I hurt you but I promise I'll make it right, I don't understand why you see the light in me but your gentle heart has shown me that it's okay to not portray an image that doesn't represent who I truly am.
We've been through this cycle so many times but this time will be different, this time we'll be together and stay together. I've had countless dreams of us ending up together and this time I'll make it a reality. Thank you for not giving up on me, I won't give up on you again. So pay attention to my hidden messages and listen carefully to what I have to say because I'll happily repeat them in another life, I love you and I miss you.
©ntombiv
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