when a tear falls
I feel you react
even tho your gone
you still feel intact
careful to not shake
my eyes as they drip
what I can't see
my mouth does then sip
placing my hand
under the lip
while my insides
feel like they just ripped
raw from the pain
rolling I sit
inching down
now filling the pit
tired of time
wasted on this feeling
laying in bed
I stare at the ceiling
asking for relieve
as I dry my eyes
believing this nightmare
could only be lies
is their a way
how not to think
the hurt flowing down
sniffing i sink
waiting to cure
my soul as it shrinks
shaving my patiences
away as I think
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