Life I am tired
I am really tired
Of waiting for you.
In the dark sky, like the stars
My dreams used to twinkle.
You broke my dreams
As a nightmare.
I lost my heart, my love.
I lost my dreams
I lost everything.
That I dreamed of getting.
Every penny emotions for you
Were not fake but real
Every penny tears for you
Were from my heart
I tried to forget you
But my eyes still dreamed of you.
I am still the girl who loves you
I am still the girl who cares for you
I am still the girl who wants you
But from today I won't
I won't look back to memories
I am tired of understanding you.
I may love you but won't allow you to know that.
Your single smile is my happiness.
Your single happiness is my pleasure.
You single sadness breaks me down
But I promise to myself
That I won't let you know them
I will preserve them in my heart.
If any day you return.
I will give them all together.
©bedotroyee
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