Rewriting the script
I ain't me no more,
I don't hate but I want to hate you.
I'm a lover girl but I want to turn dangerous.
I've loved someone that it hurts but now i don't want that
My heart's a battleground, love and hate at war
I'm learning to wield the knife of self-preservation
The flames of love have turned to ashes, and I'm left with the embers of rage
I'm shedding the skin of vulnerability, revealing a fiercer me
The memories of you are a poison, and I'm seeking the antidote of indifference.
Memories are following me left and right but I want to erase every single one.
I'm trying to outrun the ghosts of our past.
My heart's a fortress now, walls built high.
The echoes of your voice are fading, finally.
I'm learning to breathe without the weight of you,
The pages of our story are torn, and I'm rewriting mine
You were the fire, and I'm the ash.
I'm finding my voice in the silence you left.
The shadows of love are where I'll heal,
I'm not the one I was, and that's okay
I'm finding my way, and it's brighter than before,
The shadows of love are giving way to sunshine.
My heart's a garden now, blooming with new life.
I'm learning to love again, without the weight of you.
The pages of our story are turned, and a new chapter begins.
I'm discovering myself, and it's a beautiful thing
The silence you left is filled with the sound of my own voice.
I'm free to love myself, at last.
The fire of self-love has ignited, and it's burning bright within me
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