when you think life should be a certain way and you can never fail life becomes hell everything falls to pieces...
your man starts cheating you mom goes out of her mind it all leaves you thinking pondering your life's purpose..
this is no game y'all should be ashamed your woman has been sitting alone even crying for so long and here you sit with another girl giving all your attention to her giving your woman nothing but cold ugly meaness..
now that's more than ashame that's down right pathetic and your bitch is no better....
and for my mom do you know. watching her die a little more each day slowly slipping into her abyss and there's nothing I can do to catch it...
my soul is crying my heart is dying I can feel. it's beats becoming non existent and the coldness is slipping in...
we are supposed to be your family now I know it took all these years and the death of my heart, the loss of my best friend to really see what my choices have done for me nothing more than a man that never cared in the first place with all his lieing broken sorry's who only worries about another woman's problems putting them ahead of the girl that layer beside him for all that time making her more important and never even acknowledging his family had dyer problems...
never even caring that the woman he blames for all his shitty ways is no saint but she can say she never did him all that wrong could never do him as shitty as he is doing her...
Brian I just want to say I have seen a clear vision in my mind and it's the time I make peace with my mistake my wrong choosing I am letting you go in my mind, my heart has already begun what I can not stop you can never cause me no more pain...
my mom needs me now and I be damned if I let this shitty ass man slow me down
I just now got all them damn knifes from my back that you made sure to make so damn deep tell your woman I said more power to you I'm not even mad anymore y'all can kiss my dam ass...
this is your family saying we never left you we had your back and love your shitty ass until we had no more to give I will never forget all the laughs we had and I will always consider you my best friend but now I must part our entwined hearts. I'm taking my soul and ripping it away the end....
©angelaoaks
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