Reality been checking up on me lately
Trying to give me a wake up call
But I’m too dead asleep
Day dreaming
Wishing I could turn back time
When I thought I loved you
When I thought I Finally found my prince
The missing piece to this puzzle
But then I realize that once you chew
You have to swallow, and even the most beautiful laid out meals end up as shit
So listen up
Don’t mean to sound sarcastic
But I am truly thankful
For the times you broke me
When you told me I was priceless
But you sold my love
using my tears as the fee
Turning my feelings into an exhibition
And made desperation a compliment
Those times you made me feel I owe you
For putting me through illusions
Making me forget the crown on my head
That was falling every time I bowed to you
Thank you for reminding me,
All that glitters is never gold
It made me appreciate the soil
I collected every time I hit the ground
Maybe I will use it to cover up the bruises
Oh I hope the one you left me for
Will not have to put up with fake promises
Show her the beauty of love
Don’t prey on her weaknesses
Thank you for making me cold
That the one who came after you had to light a fire so hot and large
To warm my heart, worked hard to earn my trust
That I am starting to feel true love at last.
©️Ms.NINA
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