I dab a little blush on my cheeks
Rosy, but not too much
Just bright enough to remind him of that spring
We spent our lives half awake, half asleep
And a little scarlet on my lips
He always loved them that red
It brought out the inner me, he'd said
Before he came alive in my eyes
No no no, it's just business, I say
Am in control
And have put a check to those emotions
But the silver Calvin klein watch on my dresser
He bought that on my 19th birthday
How he called me from my balcony
Haha
Those feelings flood right back
His brown eyes shinning taupe
His awkward grin that struck my heart
The obvious crush we both held off
As he slipped it in my palm
Even though I wear it now
It doesn't mean I still pine for him
He didn't love me enough
And I couldn't love him less
Since I couldn't break his spell
I got myself ringed
A reminder that he didn't want this
Today will be just biz
©starsimon
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