I'm just going to scream inside myself.
No reason to do it outloud.
I'm doomed if I do.
I'm doomed if I dont.
What more can I do?
I'm at the end of this rope.
I'm not wanted that's how it feels.
Only when things are good and when something goes the way,
That's when I want to jump in a river and let the water take me away
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