I remember the day you said you love me
You said love "THIS"
By this did you mean "US"??
Or were you just speaking in the moment?
After that our love grew weaker
Hardly talking
Hardly remembering I exist
And when you call out to me I come back
No matter how angry or hurt I seem to be
I remember the time I dreamt
Dreamt you wanted to be with me
But it all turned to a nightmare like all my dreams
Thinking it'd be different this once because it was about "US"
Thinking it'd have a happy ending like I wish
But you stabbed me in the back
You looked me in the eyes and said you were going to kill me
I can't remember if you said or I read your mind because it was my dream
But you did mean it
because I saw that evil hungry look on your face
in your eyes
as I forced myself awake
This happened before you told me you love me
but I'm glad you did kiss me in my dream
my first kiss
it was the best romantic nightmare I could ever wish for
©anonymousa
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