I'm feeling low again I'm feeling scared. I'm feeling cornered and unprepared.
my mind is worried for what might to come just wanted to feel okay just wanting to be loved.
I wanna make it okay again I wanna feel alright. I don't wanna be sad and I don't wanna run. I wanna feel safe again but my mind is taking over. like mold on bread spreading the death all over. Everyday it rots a little at a time. Not seeing it hiding on the other side.
Why must I feel this way. why must I shake. Why can't my mind just feel pleasently okay.
My mind is very evil and doesn't no what to do.
Not knowing if I should throw the bread out or keep it just for you. So you can decide if it's good or old news cuz either way there's nothing I can do with the mold the consumed the person you've once new. ~melissa.l
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