The taste of life on my tongue
Yelling insults I know stung
But thats the gift I have
Hurting people without meaning too
But it hurts me don't worry your pretty little heart
Someday I'll shatter it, I'll break it apart
Because I'm lost in between
I don't know whether to love you or hate you
That makes me insane
But you'll regret the day you met me
And ill regret the day I said that
But such is life
Wanting something you can't have
Wanting to smell a rose that's locked behind a vault door
Such security (such pain)
That's my story
That's how I see myself
While you see the beauty the shell
But in reality I walk this earth all by myself
I cant settle I roam I have impulses I have doubt
My grip on life has slipped
Cause she let go and I fell
Down the rabbit hole
Where my demons sleep
Just leave me alone
I want to be on my own
As I fall deeper
And deeper in my head
A place I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy
Currently cause moods change
And so do people
But old habits lay dormant
Waiting for a chance to strike
Things fall apart Cause they aren't wanting to risk fixing a person Who is so weak to not fix themselves
Then they lose interest
That's because it's pointless
To go around in a circle in a relationship that goes nowhere
Then your alone again
forever and always
And you rue the day you were born
I lost myself
©majesty1
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