J

ruin the friendship

The apology I owe you
Isn't enough to mend this broken bridge
For actions can't be judge with feebly words
Self doubts and Self anxiety
Corrupt the thoughts  that maybe
What I did was wrong
Drifting my acquaintance to strangers have hurt her
But it's better to suffer the consequences
Than worsen the pain
With trying to be friends again.
Whatever forged that fancy thoughts of been in laughter with you again
Is forever scatter into the abyss of the unknown
Letting it been known
I have ruin the friendship
I have slaughtered sentiments
I have imitates defences
But deep down you think
I have Ulterior motives
But for every mistake is a calculated choice
At some opportunity of event
Owning up to the cake
I have bake
Because right now
I'm hurt
Can't write no more
I just want to break silence drifting between us
How can I
When I have
Ruin the friendship.
I am sorry.
©jolies