Around a chaotic circle.
Like going around a roundabout.
Thoughts going through me.
Memories swirling with chaotic thoughts.
One memory.
To another memory.
Breaking down.
About to explode.
I'm on fire.
Burning my mind.
Like gravity of Saturn.
The G force.
Comressing me.
Depressing me.
Hurting me.
Really heavy.
As it burns.
Like melting metal.
Melting my mind.
Demond discriminating my mind.
Cursing my mind.
Cursing me with negative thoughts.
Breathing in bad air.
Like a roundabout.
Can't go straight.
Unless going backwards
Like a chaotic circle.
Ahhhhh
Screaming.
Depression.
Angry inside.
Losing control.
Just get out.
Anxiety, I'm losing control.
Fire burning my mind.
But I'm cold.
Cold to the bone.
Feeling down.
Like the grey clouds dropping with rain.
Missary of the rain.
In this chaotic circle.
Like going around a roundabout.
Round over, over, and over again.
Shhhhh.
STOP.
Red light shows.
Take a deep breathe.
Rest and breathe.
Amber shows.
Get ready.
Then the green light shows.
The angel has set me free.
Go slowly.
Walk before you run.
Going straight into the light.
Breath of fresh air.
Like floating through space.
Easy now.
The angel has set me free.
Till next time....
R