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Runaway train

Finally you have come to my front door.
I knew one day you would appear on my shore.
years ago, I saw you...
But God said
" just wait.."
For she is not yet exhausted
from getting treated like mere token of affection.
So I climbed higher
as if not to become the one big denyer.
God said " seek and you shall run."
So this is where my journey had begun.
I kept trying to replace what you gave me.
From a flower to a garden to a bird running free.
Every time I tried
Every time I lied
So God gave me the power to be myself.
And here I stand trying to figure out..
What my life is all about.
I kept my promise
My heart is honest.
When you left, you took my home.
I cried...
I wanted desperately to move on
But God said in that moment...
" She is your bone and flesh."
and now your here, is this a test?
Do I just miss you and forget...
My pride is a stowaway on this forgiveness train.
I'm insanely lost and loveless in your absence.
Has my home returned or is this some synaptic reflex?
Wherever it takes us we will be okay.
Lost in this trail, and looking to make my way.
The train takes off fast to a stowaway safe haven.
Where we can embrace it all
But not willing to fall.
I count the days of the love we had for each other.
Maybe some day we can be together.
written by : Terrylin Corbett and collaborated with Tony Daniel..Aka Emissary
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