Does this ever stop?
The pile on nonsense.
Time to grow up.
You have to learn I'm not your slave.
I am not at your beck and call.
I am not your messenger or errand girl
I am not your friend with any type of benefits
That's no longer an option to settle the differences and debts between us.
I am not too proud of myself
allowing you in my life.
Now I pay the price.
Low self esteem
Confidence knocked off the block.
I will rise above this.
When I do
the silence that is thick like smoke
will be lifted and my life will be up and running again.
Until then why I suffer and learn right from wrong
I hope you do the same.
One day you will know exactly what I mean
©number14
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