I'm running out of reasons to live
The light has turned to dark
There is no anchor to drag me out of the deep end
I am nothing if not trapped
Unable to escape my reality
No matter how far I go these memories stay
I feel just as worthless as I did the year before
Maybe the time has come to fill up my pockets with the stones
Maybe it is time I waved my final goodbyes to the land that could never learn to love such an abstract image
I was the one they never expected to see
I appeared out of darkness
So it is only right that
I return to darkness herself
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