You asked when last we spoke
hey mate RuOk
because you though I was upset
you did not explain to me it was to be a moment that Id regret at your going away
I picked up that message that just said you were no more that you'd passed away, i just cried why did you not tell me your pain or what you were looking for
seems all through our friendship I just never saw you enough or stopped for that moment to allow you to explain and why you found it tough
Its another broken halo another pair of wings oh I wish you knew the pain and regrets this moment of missing you would bring
my friend what was it that day that made you want to give up that moment that would take you away from the ones who loved you the most, was it me what did I not see that you found so tough
I reach out for answers but all I hear is regrets and then i look up to see you smile at me from our picture on the wall
a day when we were both young and carefree no problems no worries no regrets at all
Well that time is long passed and today has come and gone like many others days that special place is empty because your gone
it's not been used for sometime its a just a memory to our friendship too two brothers to my partner in crime oh I wish you were still here and I was not alone
well my brother I'm not ok I'm finding it hard since you've been gone but I'll struggle each day to find away to just carry on
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©aghayden59
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