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Poet: P.R.I.M.E
Hello, can you hear me¿
Am I loud enough for this message to set me free¿
Am drowning in my own thoughts so deep as the sea
And as I sit here alone, I reflect upon this rope and tree...
Words can't even explain the pain I feel
Cause the feel in pain is real
Mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually, I'm ill
This illness is not a disease, it's a state of free will
Free will that's imposing me to just let go
Cause I have nothing completely to live for
Stress stressing stressed deep into my soul
Hurt, rejection, betrayal and failure I can name it all
There's just one thing for me to do and that you know
Death 💀 seems to be my companion
It screams my name from a another dimension
Saying " come child, come and I'll show you affection"
If my liberty lies in death 💀 then am well dressed for the occasion
Am scared 😓 to die and am scared to live
If I could my life to someone else I'd give
I just hope God is merciful enough to forgive
Life has been unfair but know that am very appreciative
When am dead, I hope to be placed amongst the stars
So I can shine for everyone to see my scars
But this is just me contemplating with myself
I know i will be in hell behind locked bars
So when am gone, I know 😞 no one will cry
No one cares I'll probably be remembered as that guy
Who quit in life and chose to die
Well, I've never been happy so I guess this is goodbye...
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