SAD

Why does it hurt this much to be me?
Everything I do seems to be wrong
I've always been the black sheep
The one that gets isolated
The one no one wants to around
The one no one loves
Why I'm I so lonely?
I struggle to fit in
I struggle to be noticed
No one listens to me
No one talks to me
No one cares about my feelings
Why must I fight this hard?
The voices in my head
The monsters under my bed
These crazy suicidal thoughts
The skeletons hidden in my closet
Tears rolling down my cheeks
Why must I lie that I'm fine?
Everything in me hurts
My life feels like a mistake
No more happy memories
My world is full of darkness
And I'm filled with bitterness
Why I'm I not good enough?
What don't I have
Why I'm I always stepped on
Looked down on
Made fun of
Why I'm I not loved
What weaknesses do I have
Why me?
©mara_pain
Life is a series of pain.
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