49pm feelings :(
today i feel so miserable so silent inside
i just want to run from the world and hide
my heart like the titanic its about to subside
and by the end of the day guaranteed il of cried
you all think im happy feeling strong haha i lied
another peace of my heart just died
to let anyone in again its access denied
sorrry i just need to hang on to the last little bit of pride
oh and that i have to obide
other wise il end up fried
then chucked out into the tide
at this moment i dont care about my guide
as my guide wouldnt hack my version of a scary ride
i dont have organised i have confusing strides
yup that alone will stop me beig a bride
my heart will always be open wide
come on lets end it give me a cup of paroxide
honestly whats the point in anything
i forget what its like to have a genuin grin
im just the one that was saved when beyond repair never the same should of bin chuct in the bin
my mum wanted me she was my next of kin
i say come on pray for forgivness you committed a sin
you should of buried me in a small size coffin tin
got yourself drunk on a bottle of gin
to be acccepted for me would just b a win
iv been punished to earth to be the emotional slave
i must of been bed in my last life punished to this and a early grave
who ever is persistent with me must be brave
il be happy to start again in a new life id give a wave
as iv bin punished enough iv learnt my lesson iv had it rough
and my soul is weak no longer tough
come on pick on someone else now iv had enough
my creator replies thats your tough luck
turn to a new page and start a new book
as whats written so far no1 gives a fuck
K