I was so lonely back then
Had no one to say mine
Crying everyday
Thinking that was the only solution
I remember all the pain
I went through
How could I forget
That was my only
Way out from reality
Ya, am the girl with divorced parents
That lonely and sad girl
we see in movies
Who is waiting for her romeo,
To save her from all the sadness
I never wanted anything
Besides a happy family
Blaming my self
For my parents conflicts
To be honest I was the reason
Behind all this mess
As if they didn't had me
Nothing will have happened;
Then my father would have lived
A happy life
My mother would been the
Best housewife
My dear brother wouldn't have gone
Through this pain
And I wouldn't have blamed myself
Even if it's not my fault
But am still the cause
How dare am I trying to be happy
After ruining so many lives
They said time heals
But I don't think It does
Even though it's been a long time
Am still living in nightmare.....
©elzabeth
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