I hope no one can hear my cry. I have tears falling from my face. I hope no one can see my tears. My heart is full of pain. My heart is broken. Because I am broken.the number I am full of motion. I set by the window and look up at the sky. Hope God will drive my tears. I look up at him with a broken heart. I told my father in haven heal me, lord. I don't want to cry. I don't want to feel the pain the world is going drove. It's like I feel every one pain. My pain is my pain. I sit in the corner with a box of tissue. Crying like a baby. I feel with motion. God, why do you make me so motion? I have a heart big like the ocean. I cry for the world. I try to live a positive life. But the world we live in is a negative place. People judge people. People killing people. Where is the peace? How can we bounce back lords? How come I feel the pain. I can't watch the news without crying. I can't see the meaning of this all. It is like every tears drop has a meaning to it. They're said to be strong. What is strong when you live in a world full of hate. No one is never happy with what you do. Every night I look at the same window. I pray for the weak. I try to spread the love you gave me. But the people close the doors. Because there are afraid to believe in high power. Sometimes I feel like I am alone. Because being me is never easy. No one sees me for who I am. There judge me as there judge themself. You are the only one who knows me. There said open window. Let the fresh air in and take a deep breath. My window is open. I see so many different things. Some are good and some are bad. But who I am to judge. Then I look at the mirror to see who I am. I can be many things in life. Then I remember who I am. I am me. Not a perfect me. Women with big heart differences make a difference in life. There are so many questions we ask ourselves. one question I ask myself is how can I make a difference. How can I spread love without crying to myself? Only a true person knows the answer. Life is full of sadness and happiness. We live in a world of the unknown. Don't know what tomorrow bring. But I do know what today brings. Today bought me with tears and uncertainty. I pray that the world will come together as one. I cry for my brother and sisters. I cry when things are bad. But I very motion person. My tears have meaning. My soul is strong. My heart is big enough to feel everyone's pain. Love is always finding the ways. I don't have any place to hide my tears. If I am happy don't bring tears to my face. But if you see me happy. Don't bring drama to my life. Because the sun is coming out to drive my eyes. I will be praised by my father for the blessing he gave me. With all the tears that hit my face. It will be a symbol of my life. Don't get me wrong. My tears are not a sign of weakness. It was a sight of my love to myself. Love is a powerful word. That we took for granted. My heart is a great part of me. Because I feel love. My tears are competency to live. God will always wipe my tears and gave me straight to love again. The clouds start to open up. The most important things to remember. There is always a rainbow at the ends of the storm. So wipe your tears and keep moving forward and count your blessings. The sun is out tonight.
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