S.- SAME
A.- AS
M.- Me
I'm just sitting here, I'm so lost in my despair. I'm so lost up in my mind. Man this happens all the time but I'll be fine. This depressions taking over like a damn infection, taking section after section.. It's slowly taking me, I can feel it when I breath I can feel it in my veins I'm in pain. Everyday with me it rains like a hurricane it washes everything away, but the misery in me it can never be clean. Every single day it's like I'm living in a dream. I'm dying fast any day might be my last. I try to persevere but I don't want to live the past, I want to rise above. Won't give up on anyone I love. Even know I'm really sick I don't try and think of it, cause it's never over I'm like a four leaf clover. I always keep my composer and never be a poser, cause I'm just me and that's all that I can be. I've been tugging at these chains but they just won't let me free. So I find any chance to try and enhance myself into a better person.. No amount of cursin can begin to express the full amount of pain that's been digging at my chest. I'm a mess.. I really need to rest but my demons always put me through this never ending test of lies. They want to see my demise, they despise who I am but I do what I can to be a better man. I've got a plan.. I'll keep my head up high, you know I'm gonna fight by the spark in my eye. My demons they're expecting me to cry but even I realize that we all have to die..
I bleed it out, telling you right now that's without a doubt.. I need to fight before it's too late. I'll make it through cause sorry this is my fate.. I'll bleed it out, telling you right now that's without a doubt.. I need to fight before it's too late. I'll make it through cause sorry this is my fate..
This is my fate, even know I hate me. Down to my core they just want to fucking break me open. They want to show my true colors to all the others make them think that we're not brothers but we always will be. They try and feed this greed in me, they won't let me be. I'm still free at the moment so I try to hold on for as long as I can I just need a plan. To break through all the darkness before I am heartless. If they win I'll be no more than a carcass. I can still see some light on the other side so I try to find some kind of peace in mind to remind me of who I am.. I'm SAM.. Damn wait.. I hope it's not too late, I gave it all just to try to escape this fate but I realize now that it is no debate..
I bleed it out, telling you right now that's without a doubt.. I need to fight before it's too late. I'll make it through cause sorry this is my fate.. I'll bleed it out, telling you right now that's without a doubt.. I need to fight before it's too late. I'll make it through cause sorry this is my fate..
They come from inside, they are the SAME AS ME You see. This is my reality doesn't matter what I do there's no escaping it. I've tried shaping my life but it's a hole that's gaping open. I've copin with it, stitching up my scars while my minds behind bars. Everyone always says shoot for the stars but I have a problem just shooting for pars..pars.. Just want a normal life a new start. Hard to do that with a knife in the heart. This part of me, It's growing inside. It's so big impossible to hide but I slide by. Hanging just by a thread, waiting for that day I know I'm gonna dread. When it breaks and I fall to my fate, once that happens it's already late..
I bleed it out, telling you right now that's without a doubt.. I need to fight before it's too late. I'll make it through cause sorry this is my fate.. I'll bleed it out, telling you right now that's without a doubt.. I need to fight before it's too late. I'll make it through cause sorry this is my fate, fate.. This is my fate. I'll make it through cause this is my fate, fate.. This is my fate. I'll make it through cause this is my fate, fate..
Kyle Goebel, 02/17/2016 (SameAsMe)
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