I have been back down the old road.
Myself, I have sold..
These old tricks aren't getting me by.
I just want back that high.
I spent my last bit of money on whatever takes my pain away.
Hell is my sane.
If your waiting for me to get clean.
Your wasting your time, because my.brokeness doesn't believe.
I walk the floors at night.
Battling my next fight.
Everyone around me has pushed me away.
But why do you stay...
My whole life was about trying to find myself.
I know all these drugs damaged my health.
So why do you stand by my side.
All I do is lie...
I wish you could save me from myself.
But these demons take over my life, that's what I'm about.
You know I always loved you, but I don't know who I am anymore.
I wish I could tell you that I'm ready to be saved, but I ain't and I will run out that door.
Just looking for another score.
If your looking for someone who will love you.
That will never be me, and this is my truth.
©terrylin53
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