"Not acting like myself lately so please pardon my Behavior,
I'm just in that weakened state as I'm looking for anything to be my Savior,
There's no more holding it in as I have to tell you and Confess,
That the depression generates more when you're around by the Excess,
When the sun is out I don't want to be seen,but when the moon is visible,that's when I feel like I'm at Home,
My thoughts becoming alive and well up there inside of my Dome,
I know damn well I don't need you in my life,but without you I don't Exist,
Starting to feel the repercussions of the damages that I have caused to my Wrist,
We're constantly on this journey to discover who we really are and the ride hasn't been Smooth,
How is it possible that you can drive me to the brink of insanity,but at the same time calm my nerves and relax me as you Soothe?,
I'd rather be incarcerated then to be with you and be Free,
But at the same time, I want you to break those chains and come to my rescue and save Me ..."
©jamaree
J