"Living life as an outcast is nothing new as I'm used to this Lifestyle,
When I'm in dire need, no one is there to pick up my call when I Dial,
Don't want to say this but I feel like it would've been better if I died in that car Crash,
Because I'm tired of always feeling like I'm worthless and straight up Trash,
Trying my absolute hardest to flood my mind with these positive Thoughts,
Looking where to seize and take my opportunity as I pick and choose my Spots,
Yeah it's been a tough road to say the Least,
But it's not going to stop me from being this humble Beast,
Why does the one that always does the right things always gets shunned when doing Good?,
It's crazy how things are so fucking backwards and you wonder why I'm always quiet and chilling up under my Hood,
Crying as I let the tears flow and creating those deep Rivers,
Praying for a healthy mind and soul and hoping that God comes through and Delivers,
I'm already at the lowest point as all there is up and I won't Fail,
When I reach the absolute peak, having all of the power and strength on my side as I'm tipping that Scale ..."
©jamaree
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