It pains me to know you are the reason to my pain
Because whenever I remember that you are the one who inflicted that pain in me
I develop a kind of hatred I never knew I had In me before
At first I was confused when I found that you are the one that caused me pain
Then my confusion turned to anger, then to hatred
I hate you for causing me pain
You were once a person I cherished In my life,
But I hate you now
Because you are the reason I'm In pain
Even after you left
I tried calling to forgive you
But whenever I remember
The pain
The sleepless night
The crying and everything you caused
I hate you more than I did before
I hope one day that hatred will turn to love and I will heal from the pain.
©aeesha
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