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Scared to love again

They say choices come with consequences
All my life I have chosen the wrong one
This period of solitude would be a long one
I have made love my map
And I am now lost
I have played with the fire of love
And I have gotten burnt
I have given too much to love
And I got nothing in return
I have paddled the canoe of love
And I capsized
I have captained the ship of love
And I shipwrecked
I have swam in the ocean of love
And almost drowned
I have slept in the bed of love
And felt so much discomfort
I won't believe in love henceforth
All my life, it has been heart break and pain
I have a whole lot of love abuse
I don't know if I can love again
All of my kindness misused
I want to truly know what love is
I need someone to put my life at ease
But am scared to love again
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