Your words are like a blade to my mind
They cut deeper and deeper with every interaction
The blood sprays as all of my thoughts and anger begin to spill into actions of hate
You lured me in, gave me hope
But soon you began to scratch at me
At my body
At my head
At my soul
It started off as a graze, but it soon began to mutilate my mind
With every thought I have of you and your words
The blade in my grasp begins to slash deeper
Trapping my mind in an endless loop of suffering
I wish I could forget you
I wish I could let go
But I cant
I cant get you out of my mind
Im addicted to the pain
I cant seem to remove the blade
The blade in my mind
The blade in my heart
The blade in my skin
Im an addict
An addict to the pain
And I cant quit.
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