In this life
I once felt hope
I sometimes still believe in this,
but each moment a little less.
I feel abandoned in my despair,
and it's difficult to repair.
I get broken each day some
more,
keeping these emotions in my
core.
I find myself hiding behind this
smile,
the one show my denial.
I have thought of lonesomeness,
Which no person should possess
I camouflage this so well;
its feel like I'm in hell
I hurt on thr inside
trying to push the demons aside.
I want something better,
to not feel all this terror,
I know it can be manageable;
I would like to hatch
not be so detached
I need to end this coldness
before death leaves me soulless.
©Robert tet
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