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..Searching..

Some people search for honesty and love.
some just live for greed and lust.
some may give respect and trust,
why others take more then enough.
its fucked up, my mind is stuck, in a rut and cant shut of my brain. dance in the rain because it hides my tears from the pain, stained by the unforgettable fear of letting you down, round my head it spins, pins and needles filled with evil, fill a shot with some gin so i can feel that i might win tho im hopeless, helpless this restless wrestle with the devil leaves me stressed, depressed, fighting but feel i will soon be at rest.. i always dreamed of giving you the best, but i only leave a decaying mess..
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