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Searching for you

As I lay in the silent of night, I wonder what happened. Such a beautiful person who I connected with, disappears in a instant. I wonder why, I question if I am ever good enough for anyone
A stranger, I lose... Do they ever know the impact they have done? I am going through this constant pain of hurt and they leave. I don't understand what I do to lose people...
Here I lay, chest heavy mind uneasy. Opening a box of disappearance and empty promises of a beautiful ... Connection
I wish I could feel Okay, but am left wondering if I am ever enough?
Tears slide down my cheeks I hope my dreams are better than my waking nightmare right now
Don't ask me if I'm Okay...
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