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seasons of 2022

just as the world has 4 seasons,
spring summer autumn and winter
2022 has had its seasons too.
spring ,comes with new beginnings
where trees sprout and flowers blooms growth and prosperity was all I could think of, after what seems like forever the genesis of my career was in motion ,a100miles from my origins into a foreign land
at the start of a new cycle of life.
this was fate I thought
everything was okay till I met you
when our eyes met it was as if time stopped
and everything around us desorb
and every touch, kiss and hug was a spark
that inflamed my skin giving goosebumps
without a hint or warning everything changed like seasons, it was summer
burning with desire and engulfed in passion
I was enchanted with your spells and just
like a magician you played tricks on me
and i became a peppert of your circus
I was falling and falling in love...
till I hit rock bottom
then reality crept in with its claws
tearing me into a thousand pieces
I tried to tighten my grip on you
but just like sand you slipped away
from my fingers effortlessly
then I knew it was autumn
and everything was fading away
and only demons existed that hunts my soul
and ghost that keeps me wake all night
screaming your name and I was at my end
dreams turning into nightmare
peace into chaos ,love into indifference
coldness seeping through my bones
numbing away all that pain and emotions
darkness and lonelness consumped me
till we become one ,winter was born
with no one to look up to, you learn to
roll back and search for the stars in durskiness hoping to find the light
©tonyblair