why was I always your second choice
even the money or possessions I was never the first
longing for Love and also seeking truth
I simply was just never good enough
so many burdens now upon me
and trust it's just a vivid dream
searching for this friend
I reached out to find you
torture is what I went through
and was all my fault
I expected too much
I'm sorry I just wanted to be first
for once in my life
©lennie
L