I sat here thinking of how life could be woundering if ill ever have a secound chance.
Im woundering if ill ever be that lil girl ill ever be.
I missed my old life where everything was simple and free.
I see I'm Different and that makes me imperfect, I wanna be free but I can't understand the reason...
Every chance I'm given I lose interest and I can't help but feel again worthless
When i close my eyes all i see is freedom wanting to run away and forget bout the past but eachtime i try to run somthing always ends up pulling me back.
I ended up in no where land im just just sitting and waiting for that secound chance.
I'm crying, because I'm trying, and Everytime I push I fall back and start hiding,
I remember the stress the tears of doing everything with in,
My flaws are flawless, I can't keep dealing with this loneliness,
Im strong but forgetting, I'm usually winnings,
Lately I've been leaving,
Believing I'm okay,
Running from my problems knowing I'm just too late.
This is why im asking for a secound chance at life hoping and praying i can see my loved ones again i need there forgiveness i need there strenth to help me keep going with life.
Im done running away now and im done with all this ache and pain im just gonna sit here and keep on waitting for that day.
Thanks to my family,
Thanks to my remedies,
The Lord has blessed me,
I'm thankful for life,
May not have a wife,
But I do believe in Christ,
I put up a hell of a fight,
And I'm happy to say I'm doing stuff right...
Yes I'm a sinner,
But I'm a winner,
Learning from everything...
Living peacefully.
Thank you lord for guiding me each way today i finally feel free i woke up feeling happy again i wished a pona star and closed my eyes and i just saw my life i like what i see and i love what i saw i wont take this secound chance for granted thank you lord for this new life now ill cherish it with all my heart and soul.
No longer do I worry,
So daily you'll see less and less sorries,
Now the lord has been apart of me,
I do stuff differently,
I'm happy with in,
And my life has been different,
Smiles and laughs,
Taking off my mask at last
I collaberated this poem with a very gd friend.
©nini100
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