whirling thoughts fill my mind ,my reason in life, I am desperate to find, I feel lost and confused, struggling to get myself through each day, I find myself being the one that keeps getting in my own way.i sometimes can be my own worst enemy, even though I try to convince myself it will will get better, I just cant make myself believe,I feel guilty for things that I only know I have done ,secretly despising the person I've become.
©jmartinez
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