I wish people see me for who I am. Not who I was in the past. Don't judge me by my mistake. I am who I was supported to be. But time wasn't on my side. Every time something good happened to me. You always doubt me. You see me as a failure. But I see something different. But you always judge me for everything. I am more than a person. You blind me with your native words. See me for who I am. You have to look deeper into me. But you see what you want to see. You always say I won't be anything. Now I am more than anything. I am climbing a mountain. To reach the top of my life. Every time you see me happy. You try to tear me down. Why can't you know who I am? Who I am as a person. My vocabulary is extensive, just like my big heart. My heart always opens up when I write—every moment I spend with myself. I love myself again. But you try to break me with native words. I wonder, do you see me? Or are you blind by your word choice? Either way, I won't stop being me. I am not going to stop being who I am. Because you douth me with my words and action. Next time I won't let anyone stop me from being me. You say I am fooling myself and that I will never change. But look at me now follow my dreams. You say I won't make it. But look at me making it. You, mate not support me in my goal. My dreams are my dreams. I don't need your approval. Because this is who I am. This is the side of me you will never see. Because you don't see me. You see a broken person. But I am a whole person now because I am following my dreams. You are not a part of it. Only a strong person can bounce back. I am going to write my story and make it come to life. If you don't see me for who I am. Then you never know me. You have to look deep down at yourself before you can see the real me. So see me and only me.
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