In the darkest days and final hours be no sorrow, only laughter. Smiles and love... something I'm shy of the feelings I've rarely known but love when I can express and show em... so party it up , after all look at all the hell I have been threw in life. I've ran I've walked I've even crawled to gain the exceptance of all of you! but no one could truly take me for who I really am , so now we sit here funeral in route, casket loaded, and body bound. I see Mom weep but it's peace I feel her tears no longer worry me, yes it's true I don't want anyone to hurt but hindsight is 20/20 and what you sew is what you reap. You already know this right? From the heartache and pain of seeing me, laying there pale and stained. Empty of life already with death. The look on your face absolutely priceless at best! Should I feel bad for making you suffer? You might as well be on trial for a murder! The taking of an innocent life! But you will continue to stick around and to seem as though you thrive to hell on Earth your spirit is bound. For what you caused to come upon me, everyone must someday come to meet. Death will come knocking at your door but by time it does you will never know what for. I may be a passing thought in your last thoughts of life but when you walked around like you effected no one at all I was always there haunting your thoughts. Your death does not matter to me the suffering in life is the real relief. So cry the tears of realization while you take another round of that cheap champagne but remember one day in death our paths will cross again until that day I'd like to say live it up and try it my way see if you can slide that razor deep enoungh in the vein
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